Executing Reality

It has in-fact, only now, as odd as the state of just how events unturned here on our home flying coalesce heap of solar dust turn to rock on which all of the house mates of our ecological space were brought to be by the natural processes which have always mediated and been the very only sole arbitrares which were created by the ... Well. I cannot say. Becuase I've not given enough time to consider the coming to be of all that the universe contains as it is at the current present moment, to the conception or its very origin, that I speak of the BIRTH of this wonderful space which we have evolved to be as we are now, as-well as along with the other diverse inhabitants with which we share our very cosmonality place of speciation. When I undertook a one half earth year of study into the field of science which pertains to this field of inquiry, geology. Well- it was stated in the 'prescribed' textbook which the course organisers and providers had advised by recommendation to read alongside their own provisions towards our learning benefit which supplemented the textbook, and etc.* Well, it is my personal opinion and the only one which could in any convincable manner explain the state of the way of ... VERY NATURE, itself. Well- it seems to be clear to me as a nice respectably sized crystalline chunk of dextro rotary methamphetamine hydrochloride, would appear as it is reposed in the spoon glimmering back at you. WELL. THE CONCEPTION OF THE UNIVERSE, ITS ORIGIN. ITS BIRTH AND COMING TO BE A EXISTING PLANE OF SPACE UNDER PERMITTING VARIABLE THAT IS THE CONSTRUCT OF ITS TEMPORAL ESSENCE, OR SIMPLY. TIME. WELL, TO ANYBODY WITH A SANE PERCEPTION OF THE VERY REALITY WITHIN OUR BOUNDARIES OF CAPABILITY IN PERCEPTION BY THE SENSES WHICH GRANT US THE ABILITY TO MOVE AND SEE, FEEL AND IDENTIFY BY QUALIFICATION THE PHYSICAL MATTER THAT SURROUNDS US IN THIS PLACE ... WELL; THEY ARE FUCKING NONSENTIANT AND ENTIRELY UNCHANGABLE, AND OF COURSE AS IMPLIED BY THOSE DEFINING WORDS, IMMUTABLE AND CONSTANT.
Needless to state much more there on that topic, you are very much capable of perhaps feeling by your instinctive sense that I... AM FUCKING HIGH AS A DAMN LEOPARD JACKED UP ON A DAMN FERROUS WHEEL WITH A SPRING AT ITS BASE. OKAY, ENOUGH THERE. I am presently inside the Fisher Library of The University of Sydney. Writing this out. I've also added a little bit of new content which is accessible from the lobby of this website. WHICH YOU MAY ACCESS BY CLICKING ON THE QUESTION MARK WHICH IS LOCATED NEAR TO THE BOTTOM OF THE HOMEPAGE HERE!
I can say that I've wrongly spent the past two years (roughly) some what entirely aimlessly circumventing this relatively large island that is the land down under. And on my stroll to the library here, I did question a few groups fellow inhabitants of earth about their take on the what is TRULY very FUCKING STRANGE weather for the time of year that it is at ... now. I mean I can say, that I have never known my seasons their order of cycle nor the et ceteras, it is as Bob Dylan sings in one of his musical pieces 'You don't need a weather man to tell you which way the wind blows.' And of course this is true by clear intuition. Like fuck- lol. It has for as long as I can recall my time having been here in Sydney which is perhaps ... One month at most, I was previously inn Canberra and there I can say that it was cold as fuck. But still; NO RAIN! And just ... wtf? I mean okay so I do not know the seasons, I know that here in the southern hemisphere on earth summertime occurs during the government declared 'festive season' which is another reason for me to hand them a fuck off ticket. Lol. Because for me, being a scientist and so minded for as long as I can confidently state my time of actually having been a person in a way that is that I am me and the only one. A fucking individual, which you may read in my other written documents the time when this life-changing experience took place. Me now being aged thirty-six years of age, fuck I am getting old, anyway; I would've been aged somewhere between nineteen and nineteen and one half, or thereabouts. So despite my uninterest in becoming familiarised with the distinct and (reasonably) discernable seasons which show present at very expected and not surprising periods that are determined by the position of our planet in the orbital path which it takes in a. Well. Also not entirely known to me as I never bothered to investigate the matter in any great detail other than the very general knowledge that it follows a predictable and spherical orbital path around the star which we most commonly know to be the sun. Our sun. around the orbital path of it.
FUCK I KNOW I AM RAMBLING BUT AT-LEAST THIS TIME AROUND IT IS ON TOPIC, AS MOST OF MY OTHER WORKS THAT I'VE PROVIDED HERE ON THIS WEB LOCATION. PERHAPS THOSE WHO DO NOT KNOW ME AS WELL AS OTHERS, WILL SEE JUST HOW THE TRUTH DOCUMENT WOUND UP BEING SUCH A FUCKING TANGENT, NGL ... I MAY HAVE LEFT MY FUCKING BINOCULARS ON PLUTO OR THEREABOUTS THAT NIGHT, I WAS THAT SHITFACED. WHICH IS THE ONLY WAY TO BE. HEADING THE ADVICE WHICH WAS TOLD BY THE DOORMAN, 'FEED YOUR HEAD.' IT IS VERY essential to not only the evolution and maintanence of human psychological state of undertanding and perception of matters which surround our every day lively persuits and engagements. As far as I am fucking aware, people. I owe my fucking life to medications. Notable, and almost inclusively to the currently so-called 'prohibited' agents, or substances. Those chemical species which the fucking entirely criminal and totally AWOL (in the sense of sanity and human characteristics which are endowed to us, through the process of evolution, as my first major work expresses it as being a undeniable fact of the matter which is completely devoid of any arguement against it being a FUCKING FACTUAL NATURE PROVIDED STATE OF THE CONDITION OF NOT ONLY HUMAN-EXPERIENCE OF THE JOURNEY OF THE CONSICOUS VOYAGE THAT WE ... TOO FUCKING COMMONLY TAKE FOR GRANTED WITH ABSOLUTELY ZERO FUCKING CARE OR THOUGHT TAKE AS A GRANTED WITHOUT ANY APPLICATION OF EVEN THE MOST SMALLEST SHOWING OF APPRECIATION FOR BEING GRANTED THE VERY ALLOWANCE TO BE A FELLOW VOYAGER OF TIME AND SPACE, A PATRON OF THE STARS, BROUGHT TO PHYSICAL EXISTENCE WITHIN THE CORE OF FUCKING STARS THROUGH THE NATURAL FORCES WHICH ARE THE VERY MOST FUNDAMENTAL FORCES WHICH THE SCIENTIFIC PERSUIT HAS COME TO IDENTIFY AND KNOW AS THE FUNDAMENTAL FORCES, the strong and weak ones being the ones (as I've only just now refreshed my knowledge on as it is that they are the ones which govern the innteractions which the subatomic very quanta of the physical components of this weird as fuck joint, that is the universe, are the elementary particles which is as I'd known them from when I was more involved in the science of the physical matters, that of the classical and alongside just as-well the - percieved by some members of the interest area persuing for a greater more well met knowing of the physical aspects of the universe, as it is today and has always been, just with the exception of its expansion quantum ) that are behind the existing determinant existential OF NUCLEAR FORCE. case of)"government"conciousness, STAY HIGH AS THE
Also fininsh of writing of the circular pattern of nature, at-least as it was purported to exist with the most highest level of acceptance (I suppose) by the space cadets inquiring and lending an effort to unraveling the mysteries of the fucking universe... Which sparks a relatively dated memory in my mind's space - of when I was fried on atomoxetine within a FUCKING PSYCHIATRIC INSTITUTION FOR. TWO. FUCKING. YEARS. ... Five-hundred and eighty-six days, if I am remembering correctly. And that was after I'd regained my sanity. LOL. Which really does say enough about the state of the provision of care, treatment, underdstanding, and ... Also. NOT THE KNOWN KNOWLEDGE WITHIN THE FIELD. As you may read inside the psychiatry subsection accesible from the fields stated beneath the subheading 'The Sciences' inside the lobby. And I do not know who visits this website in complete honesty as I've never really thought to use any means of measuring such a matter. Occasionally the 'consumed' allowance of receive slash transfer which is shown within the contol panel of the host's (1984 it is, fantastic people. NGL. I can recall times early on my choosing of them being responsible for providing the hardware backbone of the requirements of such a provision, that I would be super shitfaced on gear (meth) which is always, ... More or less. Well we'd had conversations spanning at-least one hour but with great assurance in likeliness far longer, of up to a few hours or so, which were related to the fucked state of affairs on our weeping natural home. The complete disregard of any care for anything ourside of the scope which had any fucking applicable monetary value attribute against which it was conceptualised by the idiots sitting there in their fucking golf clothes and nuclear weapons way up on that hill where they've reposed for as ... to be completely fair, as far as I have come to identify with substantial enough amount of ENTIRELY SANELY DERIVED REASON GIVEN WHAT I PERCEIVE FROM THE EVENTS WHICH HAVE TAKEN PLACE UPON OUR GLOBE THROUGH THE TIME THAT HAS BEEN SINCE BETWEEN THE MOMENT** reason of ) admin utility .
*- **- This I actually within only a couple of days remaining of being released from a two year fucking hold up within a "PSYCHIATRICT" FUCK HOLD-UP [which was the longest duration of unbroken passage of time I'd EVER FUCKING BEEN GIVEN THE FUCKING PLEASURE OF EXPERIENCING. LOL. FUCKING LOONS! OOHHEG. Now to mention that this came after the time that I'd finally regained my fucking ... sanity. Lol. It is that as I've always come to see the matter of the application of the question and measure of the sanity of a conscious being. It is like- I've always considered myself as being 'FUNCTIONALLY SANE'. Because rofl. It is just that how can anybody see things in an entirely identical manner of perceptive identification in cognitive qualification and definition or ... simply, ... conceptualisation. Within reason- I am sane, and abide by reason, logic, and the very ... what are truly and entirely truthfully and undeniably (though unfortunately not felt by all of the human members of life on our earth.) ANIMALISTIC FEELING AND APPLICATION OF THE GRANTING OF THE BREADTH OF THE EXPANSE OF PSYCHOLOGICAL FEELING AS I'D WROTE IT TO BE IN 'THE NOTES'. THAT WE ARE (AND EVERY OTHER FUCKING SPECIES IN THE DOMAIN COMRPISING THE ECOLOGICAL 'KINGDOM' ANIMALIA.) All. FUCKING BORN GOOD, TO EXPRESS VERY SIMPLY. WITH THE PERSONALITY CHARACTERTISTICS THAT ARE ULTIMATELY AND REALLY AS I'VE COME TO SEE AS BEING AN OBSERVER OF STATELY AFFAIRS AND MATTERS ON EARTH SINCE 1987, WELL. IT IS THAT IT IS A QUALITY OF THE ENITRETY OF CONSCIOUS BEINGS EVOLUTION AND BEING, OF THE ALLOWANCE OF COMPASSION AND IDENFITICATION OF UNDERSTANDING THROUGH ACCEPTANCE FFS! WHICH IS JUST FUCKING ... WHAT THE FUCK HOW ELSE COULD IT FUCKING EVER BE HOW HAVE WE FUCKING COME TO EXIST AND CONDUCT OURSELVES IN THE WAYS IN WHICH WE FUCKING DO!?!?!? ... It is... entirely fucking defying any explanation by myself, and just identically witnessed as existing ... this intolerance and showing of spite and disclusion and entirely unnatural feeling of dislike or even to a more greater degree of concern, ... hate. I will only approach this matter in brief and this is solely due to my strange experience of a undertaking of a life, as it has existed to this point. But I can say that as the way that things have come to be at the present moment, which I forgot to write what I meant to on earlier on in the preceding shitfaced psychoramble, LOL. I used to do this full time on IRC, mainly irc.scuttled.net in their main hangout, #2600. Which the name was innspired from the frequency of audible sound you would send into the PSTN (public switching telephone network) to be granted the capability to connect a transmission channel between two participants a-part of the same working network. Anyway- so before I get lost of meth-ramble again, it is that I had perhaps a few days, less than one week remaining to be forced within the confined and controlled and not to mention nearly unbearable bounds of a psych ward, just after letting the "treating team" which was appointed to me being responsible for my care and whatever matters within the 'psych' shit splatter which makes up the only currently existing provision of care and treatment in the field of psychological unwell, in general; that I was never going to fucking cease my love and passion and lending of time to apply to the expanding of knowledge within the field of psychology. More-so, I prefer to be more inclusive in the exact perimeter which describes the scientific effort that is the undertaking by all folks holding any passion and love in the - what expands as wide a degree of separation in what is truly only a use of those 'unappreciative' sorts of the human species (wholly, and as I'd have defined as being in a manner which I will provide in the ... appendix, rofl. Okay this is all ramble already within the 'appendix' as to my reason for seeing more appropriate taxonomical classification in my well-founded and easily understood and accepted and preferred manner of the splitting of the homo spp. into multiple single separate sub-species. It is only entirely fucking appropriate and for reasons which are obvious and the oppresive reasons for the current ecological classification of the human species which exists within the single genus, and rightly so, that is homo and then the single species within this as being sapien, well. It only seems to me to as being entirelt fucking LOGICAL AND SANE if you're not a loon with a lack of fucking consideration and even the slightest amount of respect within the, both- self, and the case being made judgement upon, or classed, etc. In the observer's dignity within themselves and also the showing of the same if not greater degree of care for the one at the subjective judgement end of this scenario. I'd always found pleasure in the expressing of the insane (coporation and bank and "government" [not written in a plural fashion for reasons which to me seem as obvious. At the present moment. I would imagine the members of this existing "elites"* that form the members of the oligarchy that controls the matters on earth, ... Is that ... Also write of my first formed idea for the protection of all of the natural world which is within our range of concern of having some impact on. Which was the actual going to the fucking lengths of actually privatising everything or applying a monetary value to EVERYTHING, in this way (an idea that I had made probably between 2010 and 2012, or so- well I just reasoned that the cause of damage or degraging to any other most miniscule identifiable aspect of whatever, say a molecule of the compound DO^2 or carbon dioxide, well whatever the chemical reaction is which leads to the reduction of it into CO, or carbon monoxide which would be a form a detriment to the health of it, or quality, if it disregards the natural balance or equilibrium of earth's state of existence, etc. Well clearly this would lead to a reduction in its monetary value that is ascribed to it. Fuck bbl. I am wired as a tit rofl. Going to head out, score some more gear! Stay classy, planet earth! ***- It is that in-fact coming to see the ways of things as they are at the present moment, and as fucking odd and fucking rofl as my god forsaken life has been through from well- I would say my coming to be an indidivual with self-developed passions, identifications, opinions and whatever other lively cognitively defined matters of existence. ... I MAY AS SOME STAGE WRITE A SOMEWHAT OF A AUTOBIOGRAPHY, ALTHOUGH DO NOT HOLD ME AGAINST THAT, ROFL. ****- It is that for as long as I've been capable of stating myself as being a sane person with a solid and sound grasp of the manner of operation of the "governing authorities" on this ill-devised fucking lunatic 'plan' or really sinister agenda enacted by the coming of the idea, "as I will feel comfort in realising and writing as being having ever existed as a any thing of historic being ... I speak of course of "jesus" the fucking IDEA I feel most comfort in knowing as having been. Refer to my TRUTH Document for my explanation on ... why... And you will see that it makes an actually surprising amount of sense, as I've been witnessing this shit fire of a circus bound for the demise of earth for as long as I've been a observer paying any degree of appreciable detail to the matter... That of the time that I read and watched Carl Sagan's written work 'The Cosmos', or the whatever amount I could bear of it. Haha. The guy writes like he has a fucking automated fucking thesaurus somehow attached by some manner which permits intereoperibility between the physical on by the homeless asshat manufacturers hilltop, self-proclaiming

I also just wished to make clear here that; Given what I've endured, analysed and arrived at through the my absolute BEST use of my capabilities as a ... just a natural fucking person! Some body who has some relation to this entire thing and its FINAL FUCKING CONCLUSION which I will do by my uploading and provision of this material, well, this person described me as being "The most inteligent man in the whole universe." I've heard ... FUCKING EVERYTHING. So with having applied the best use of my capacity that I have which is a sane perspective on life matters, and undertakings and affairs otherwise, having some relevance to matters of any real form of nature. I am certain that my decision is correct, LOL. I just know it and fuck it was not a fucking easy journey. ROFL. But... I AM IN THE CONTEXT OF A THING WHICH I WILL NOT BOTHER TO DETAIL, I CAN SAFELY SAY THAT ... I AM THE ONLY SANE PERSON I THE ROOM. LOL! And my ideas reagrding what this entire shit is, well. They were also correct as I'd first thought them in my mind, as being, given the evidence that I had at that time.

I actually just wished to write here also that I did attempt to just step out side for a cigarette during my composing of this what is featured in the above ... And a security worker here actually scolded me, I guess, or just asserted to me that no smoking of tobacco was permitted as a proscribed "law" of the university. I just thought that I would also add here, that why the fuck is this!? When we are using a fucking technology as primitive as fucking the combustion piston/rotary engine, actually burning fossil fucking fuels and consequently outputting in their exhaust as a product of the burning of the hydrocarbon chemical concatinations which are the mixture or single chemical which is the commonly used unnleaded automotor fuel. I know that diesel due to its low spark or ignition temperature and therefore perhaps through greater energy output by the its combustion production of a greater magnitude of force, or torque, or energy to speak in a more general manner.
I JUST DO NOT FUCKING UNDERDSTAND WHAT THE FUCK AND WHY IS THIS? Surely rooted in the same ill-founded and unfathomable by any sane man's, or woman's perception. Are the same ideas which are behind the reason or cause for the "elites" self-proclaimed and arbirarily assumed without any form of input or the involvement or opinion of the remainder of the fucking human population on the fucking planet. It is as H.S.T. who is a fucking awesome fellow, "junkie." Or as I've also felt more suitable a lexical element to use in the when referring to any person who is living their fucknig lives, as they feel as to be the most fucking right way for them that is possible for them as they've come to see from their past experiences and whatever has broguht them to the person whom they are at the momment. Which I do touch on in some brief though totally conveyed written section within my first major publication which I titled simply 'The NOTES!' With very little thought simply due to my only intent in its purpose of ever being jusitified as a worthwhile undertaking, or the very sole intention in the way that I began started on the content contained within the topics which the present document does to a satiable (to myself in quality that I feel comnfortable in releasing for others to read. Which I do always make a very strong effort in my ensuring that I am not following in anyway (which would be difficult in any way whatsoever given how retarded thing are at present) although I do put great effort into my personal satisfacation that I can comfortably release a work or whatever in its quality and also the verification that it is truthful and validated to the best of my ability. Most of what that docuemnt as-well as my other work which provides my ideas for the reasons I had and do still hold for describing the current fucked up state of circumstances on this earth as a result of "jesus" the idea which acted as the origin (now I cannot say this with any real assurance of my confidence but what the fuck else would I know beyond that. I've never been a theological person. For some strange reason ... I had always considered myself as not being aethiest although instead an agnostic, and this being ONLY because of my realisation of the truly mind fucking capability of the universe in its natural form and operation and etc. Just the many oddball concepts and possibilities which are in my personal and honest opinion totally farfetched conceptualisations of the quantum theory which exists alongside and in complete unison operation with the classical operation which was realised, of course, due to its more obvious and also macroscopic nature of operation, in some ways... I will attempt to keep this short, although it is clear that the most easily identified aspects of a whatever paradigm, subject, object, phenomena, WHATEVER being investigated are first noticed and detailed, and then following that as understanding develops and is expanded over the passage which permits any of the interactions which take place in nature and its well-defined laws or rules or operation, which are as I have described as existing in the above material... Well. It is just that - allow me to just return to the quantum scope of the fundamental forces and operations which persist and mediate the operation of the universe, ... I have for what to me are very obvious reasons always and immediately been considered the only sensible mechism by which it operates on the quantum level which determines when and what happens when a decsion is made. And my only belief will be that which the Copanhagen Interpretation describes the evolution of the universe over time, in a only natural manner. And I stand by this, no matter fucking what. Because I refuse to believe anything else and this being due to my experiece personally, through my life. And I've wrote of these reasons in other peices of writing which I had lost over time. Either stolen equipment, or whatever the fuck. Whatever. The entire ability to behave in any manner which is hurtful, hateful, or harming in any fucking way? IT IS NOT NATURAL! And I know this. Becuase of my observations of life and its ways and etc etc etc. I mean, I may have mentioned this in my document 'The NOTES!' where a cat was being noticed actually looking after and caring for a physically injured duck! It is just, really heart-warming to see it. I'd come across this in a series of a few photographs which were taken successively over a some period of time, just to permit the acknowledgement of what was being shown. And it is the way of how things are, by nature. The fools whom have fucking ruined our home planet, one which at this fucking stage I cannot say whether it is beyond the point of beying repaired, I would believe definitely so. I did think and say a LONG FUCKING TIME AGO that; "Reality leaves a-lot up to the imagination, What the mind the concieve it can achieve." Now of course, this is within reason of capability given the various identified and accepted enough to have been removed from theory and taken as being factually undeniable in its validity.
Uhh... These donkeys - however many of them that there are, whom are behaving in these completely lunatic ways, well- it is that their interests are entirely taken and influenced by the strange neuropsychopharmacologoical effects that cocaine causes in the personality changes over a long enough period of continous use of the substance... I know this from a time that I had the fortune of experience where I was living with a old friend somewhere in the locale region of Surfer's Paradise, one of the adjacent 'suburbs' not to far from the Surfer's Paradise main "CBD" or more tourist area. He was leasing out an apartment more or less entirely for the purposes of extracting cocaine from the plant material which he was importing from Bolivia under the knowing of the "government" goons, it was in tea-bags as it is utilised in the region of South America on a large scale, of course, why should or would it not be? It is natural to make use of the capabilities which a evolved being has developed through its evolutionary process. Our being inteligence and a - well, I've always actually belived that we do not give a deserved amount of recognition to the inteligence of other beings of the animalia kingdom or the life which is sentient and et cetera. Now I know from a research article which I was reading or skimming, to be fair, one evening in some time in the past, that trees, also communicate, what? I do not know. But that they do communicate some information amongst surrounding plants in a gregarious or whatever number of discernible entities, which could be seen as being individual or disparate to one another, ... A recognisable whole, as being well capable of being seen as standing separate from the others, etc. Whatever. I'm still tweaked quite siginicantly, apologies. Now ... Given my observations of the very peculiar and anomalious weather lately... Being now June 20, 2023. Or fuck knows what year it truly is, the Universe's age is predicted as being somewhere in the range of 15 billion years, from my recollection of what my university's prescribed text during my studies of geology sometime in 2010 stated it as being. Our solar system having been predicted as being 4.5 billion years, or so, of age. I just performed a very quick verification of my memory's accuracy given the time that has taken place between when I'd read that textbook and today's moment, being over a fucking decade... But then my memory has alwahys been quite capable to say the very least haha. I do not usually forget a fucking thing. Very likely related to my utilisation of good medicine, throughout the vast majority of my life. I've mostly always appreciated and made good use of the medications which are available to us. People tend to always complain of the memory impairing effects of the psychoactive profile of the cannabinoids and other involved psychoactive or otherwise phsiologically active chemical constituents of the cannabis spp. It's pharmacopiea is well detialed in an article which I found over a - for lack of better memory, what I would say to be a early morning hour stoned internet surfing venture... But the paper I found initially over ten years ago now and it is titled "Cannabis and Cannabis Extracts: Greater Than the Sum of Their Parts?" species within the The use using my prefered search engine for very good reason* weather which is to the best of my ability of seeing, of seeing as being the actual case, to be held to acceptance and mutual declaration of ideas that have been fueling this demise of the earth and all of its existence and whatever the fuckijng shit which entirely is outside of one's attempts at making any sense of, which when undertaken for a long enough period of time, one will actually begin to suffer some form what what is felt as being a perturbance in their psychological state. I know because I was once involved in this persuit. To the point which has led me to where I am now, I guess that I could state in the least descriptive and most direct and unexciting manner imaginable. But I cannot be fucked at this point to save myself a fucking ... further psychological stress. Hah.
I must now just return to my reason for the mentioning the psychological changes which for some reason which I've never bothered to investigate, in all truth, is capable (at-least from my most best ability of feeling for from what were my experiences with using the medicine for about a period of perhaps ... A total duration which spanned about ... one month and possibly up to two at the very most. To be completely honest, this is a very generous estimate of the duration over which it was, it would've been most likely, more to the length of time of about one month. And I did begin to notice *some* strange thoughts arising within my mind, which did seem entirely somewhat weird, and outside of my nature. Although not long following the first experieriencing of these such odd alien thoughts which were entirely not my natural way of being, well I ceased my usage of it following that. Not exactly due to the peculiar and not of me as I am thoughts occuring, although more some other reason that I cannot recall at this time, ... It is not too important either way. I've never understood the affinity toward cocaine as a substance used to any appreciably lengthy period of use, like a life, or whatever. As I always have known since my initial meeting the pleasure of experiencing the psychoactive state induced by methamphetamine, now this is an entirely personal preference and choice that each individual's preference is to their own personal most well determined to be to their lives, etc. And everybody is of course exactly as I'd wrote of within my work 'The NOTES!' entirely fucking UNIQUE, and their own person! Which is made possible by the large magnitude of diversity that exists in the worlds sentient or even not considered as being sentient, for example ... trees, in their actual being noticed as communicating with other individuals nearby, etc. Of course there exist some functional constants within a whatever given species of life, which do permit for the actual workable practicing of the field of medicine, as to provide a single example. In that it is throughout the human race the functions of the involvements of the separate dopamine receptor systems. It remains entirely more or less well enough, to an ability which permits one's recommendations to a treatment of a patient's complaints of the disturbance in psychological state which has warranted their seeking of the advice and recommendation of a person specilising in the field, and on that note I just wish to say that I HAVE NEVER MET A FUCKING COMPETANT AND USEFUL PSYCHIATRIST IN MY FUCKING WHOLE LIFE! Non of them, not a single fucking one that I have had the displeasing experience of having encoutered through my wandering wonder through my life observing and making sense of the weird nature of circumstances which we've found ourself at.
Also write of the experience with eighty grams of phenibut ROFL. And it having led to the most important, to now, lesson involving consciousness and our experiencing of it, or the role which the neurochemical species play in our perception of it. And even the ability of a given neurochemical configuration in being responsible for the nature of the thoughts one may have. This is a odd thing to think of as another enjoyer of the exploration of consciousness in any of the manners capable of being imagined. I mean I've experienced some fucking cool shit. Some deliberately induced, some accidentally brought on, etc. One being my experienceing of the sensory perception of a level of detail and a shade or tones of colours which do not exist in our ordinary physical perceptible sensory range of perception, which is a human ... perhaps limmitation maybe, I mean that feline are well able to perceive and interpret frequencies which are outside of our biological range of perception.

Now I can only proceed to go on to solving the very absurd weather which is taking place from what I am capable of telling, all across the earth... I have not verified this beyond the what I saw on headlines on my first search into this matter using just a search engine (yandex, which I've come to prefer due to the operators and owners lack of abidance or restrictions which money or those with it have requested that be imposed against the returned results of a given search query.)

With a sound knowlegde of understanding of a particular matter, there are no true bounds, within reason of being respective of the laws of nature and their operation.