I did just find this and it was that it was written into a note on one of my stolen motorola edge 30 mobile telephones. And for whatever reason I'd taken it up myself to copy the note's content and email it to myself. It contains a few s>
As it is conglomeration of separate notebook entries, separated by two hyphens; well it is just that I've been largely - since becoming homeless in some time during late-October of the year 2021 - trying to work out what the fuck to do..>
Well continuing, as I'd wrote above as it is a concatenation of discrete note entries; there is one which reads something about to not return to Melbourne, due to something I'd realised at the time being. But having been living this for >
Ideally on reveiwing the et ceteras of whatever and yes, I should not have ever left Melbourne in the first place. As I lived in a fantastic apartment right at the opposite side of to the road to Monash University. Which was cool, as it >
It is that there was some thing written there during November, 2017... And I've no recolleciton of just precisely what the document contained... I only remember two particular features of about the writing produced beginning during perha>
And also that there was a line in the document which read; "This is a collaboration."
Those are the only two featues of it which I can recall.
There is some kind of elaborate scheme to fundamentally shit on everything which will lead to the destruction of the universe. It all began with "jesus" and if you read my TRUTH Document, you will see just the way that I've come to understand as being the root cause of all of the bullshit unfolding in the world today.
This shit also includes controlling the minds of all of the people on earth, and for all I know possibly throughout the entire universe, of all sentient life. I mean it is clear to me, from my capabilities of from what I see, that this is taking place at the present regardless. I just do not know if it is only happening wherever I seem to find myself, or if it is a universal (sadist) phenomenon. *shrug*
It is really unfortunate, but I know who is doing it. I will not put any names here. Because it would not serve any good purpose. But to the best of my knowledge, which is quite fucking well-founded, it is my ex.
You guys know me... I refer to this as a step below unsane, making it completely insane. I've always referred to my work as being to ... Y'know; END THE ESTABLISHED INSANITY.
I mean that it is clear to me that nobody with any degree of intelligence works for any of the places wishing to bring about this new hell. And knowing the five to six people involved. They all share the common trait of being completely retarded. But to my understanding only one of these people holds the power to be capable of doing such a thing. Now divinity and whatever always seemed as being complete bullshit to me. But now I have come to see that there is in-fact, somehow - this part is beyond me - but yes, there does appear to be a good and an evil.
It is that currently the whole thing is upside down. The current "god" is the evil one. And used to be "jesus" etc.
And I do know the good one, from only just recently, from my best ability to see what it going on... And this person, quoataton marks or not, I do not know. But this person is not a part of the above five or six. And obviously also has power. And now I am on a set mission, now I know where I am going to and, well- We will rectify all of this shit going on.
Peace for now. BBL.
The above is what I'd realised about the upside-down state of this entire divinity ordeal* when I'd written the text below this about the present day being "god's" world, and giving myself the name "satan". ROFL.
(*I see it as being an ordeal, at present it certainly is. And perhaps entirely. No idea.)
REALLY I AM JUST A FUCKING DUDE! Who happens to know a bit. LOL.
It is just that from all of my understanding of what I've studied and etc. It does not seem to be to me a natural thing. Although, how could I be certain?
I say past, because, Heh. Look, it seemed like this, but like- I made the email address ineedsomeacidtocalmmedown@executingreality.com for a reason. I mention below that I was hit by a derailed shipwreck ...
But I suppose that it has led me to where I am now.
So I can say that, now I believe - or know - that I can see things crystal clear. From how it seems to me is that EVERYBODY WANTS CHANGE from what the fuck is going on. How could anybody not?
The above, I put a strikethrough because, regarding particular things- I can safely say that I have no fucking idea what is going on. And I do also... But; considering the way of things recently, I cannot say that I care. I am alone, and it will stay.
Alone ... Should I elaborate? Fuck it. Heh. Weird life! Eugh.
I will not break, things will become as they should be. Which is implied in one of the meaning of the current domain of this website. Bringing to be, or establishing a sane way of life and living. An adherence to naturally derived reason and ethics. A beautiful world, where we will all actually be fucking free. Ending all of the lunacy of today.
Also I wish to say that I'd written a few letters and other things to my ex, trying to get her to surrender her powers, whatever this shit is... And to just have her fucking be normal for fuck's sake. Behaving as a decent human being. Etc. She denies having them. Eugh. Whatever. I've too much evidence to KNOW that she is fucked up. By things which she's said to me, and whatever.
At this stage, I want to say that I have got the good one, actually protecting me. From what I was sufferring which are just inserted thoughts, in other words, thoughts which are not mine. And are completely hateful, if that is a word, lol. And also that which I'd mentioned elsewhere, which are the feelings in my legs.
And I love this person for what they are doing. I do not want to say who it is or even make a referrence to a specific gender. Because I'd not want to endanger them. I just know that we are sane people. We need not say much to each other, if anything at all, because of a mutual understanding which we have between us, as just being natural humans. Well I am that, and so is this person, just with like some abilities, I suppose. Hehe.
This much seems clear. I am just having a somewhat difficult time believing it. I mean I am sure that many of you reading this are able to see why. Like- Wtf. Lol.
But then in regards to the above, after all that I've been through I should not have trouble believing this, and I will not. I love this person helping me, and hope and believe that one day we will meet.
MORE INFORMATION. THINGS WHICH I'D COMPOSED OVER TIME...
What I had always understood as being one single thing - since being pulled into this shit without knowing what was happening on the 23rd of January, 2013 - well has been masquerading as two.
Now I do not know and do not fucking care.
I just wish that I were left alone.
That's old. I know now. It's one. The rest is BS. (Added 05.10.23)
Preliminary BS, content which spelt psychosis all over the index here, I'd moved to a separate page.
For now I see no need to release any information detailing persons who are involved in something which should not exist, to my understanding as it does ENTIRELY contradicts nature. And etc... I am fine. LOL. I am alone. That is fine. (I wish. It doesn't matter what I fucking try I cannot get rid of this fucking shit. It only really started to cause me annoyance following my writing of the two documents which I authored titled, 'The NOTES!', which I composed during a night and morning sometime in late-February, 2021. And then also the 'TRUTH Document' which was written sometime a little following 'The NOTES'. This thing presents itself by putting annoying sensations (feelings) into my legs. It told me long ago that it was the left and I am the right. Etc. I know who it is and I wish this piece of shit would just fucking stop! It has done me NOTHING GOOD. By any means. NOTHING AT ALL. Until I'd written those two documents, then it began to really fucking annoy me.)
... Now, I've been sober for so fucking long, that I need to get seriously fucking shitfaced ...
I will do this and focus on building a spaceship. Haha. I would not actually refer to my ideas for the practical exploration of the Cosmos as a spaceship. Due to its mechanism of operation! But it sounded funny...
* Hopefully soon now... Lol. *
Footer text which I'd removed off of the homepage.
Reckon now I will make my way into the middle of the baron desert. I mean I am in Melbourne CBD. But from what I can see as the way things are today, it may as well be a fucking desert. I am, along with one other person, well- we two are the only people actually alive. Once I've arrived in the desert, it seems to me to be the most wise plan for to ensure a wonderful future to begin constructing a boat. LOL. Well, I know that I will work out what is required to get me to where I have to go, to get us to to where we all ought to be.
Remember; "We're never too far from where we were."
FOR EXAMPLE: DURING THE GREAT EGYPTAIN AGE, THEY WERE HARNESSING ENERGY FROM BY THE FLOW OF THE NILE RIVER, CONVERTING IT TO ELECTRICAL ENERGY BY USING A DYNAMO, AND USING THAT TO POWER A LIGHT BULB REPOSED WITHIN ONE OF THE PYRAMIDS. Still being "homeless" and not being able to find any working electrical power outlets to charge and use my devices, it occurred within my mind that I should get myself some scissors or wiring. I mean- THIS PLACE NEEDS SOME FUCKING "REWIRING". The quotation marks because of course it requires a little more than simple rewiring. ROFL.
Something else which I'd written on IRC just now (May 20th 2023). Again, my username and new lines have been removed.
"I am just having a difficult time determining whether these people around me today are people or "people" LOL. I think that they're people, but every now and then there's a slip up, of sorts... ROFL"
That being said, however. I DO KNOW THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE FUCKING FINE.
I've some more recent written works to provide on this web domain, though LOL. Who the fuck actually comes here!? HAHA.
I will aim to change this tonight!
So I wrote elsehwere that I'd been struck by a floating derailed shipwreck which was intersecting a rainbow assuming the most unusal orientation, or I was ... I thought I'd documented this on the homepage and had at a stange in
the past. We may only travel forwards in time. But not in any unatural manner either. Restoring Sanity, and all. I'd reasoned all of this purely in a theoretical and hences wholly within the abstract confines of the abstract space of the
human's mind. Much more to write but I am heading off in a moment's time.
My email address which I had (I think) cleverly thought up at the time during which it was appropriate and relevant, has the alias of; ineedsomeacidtocalmmedown@executingreality.com HAHA, OMGFX.
Now... I will probably rest or quit, as I had used to not sleep all too very much at all... Sleeping it for girls and homossexuals. Lol. Jk. But honestly, let's be serious.
But it should be very plain to the sentient eye to idenitfy and understand my rationality when holding a displeasing take on matters such as ... Well an
I just wish to expose this what I have only just stubled upon in the recently past moments. It is that through my living simply what should be an ordinary reality but not so much so, to an extent that I've become so accustomed and used
to it that the oddities and peculiarities which surround my what should be a NORMAL reality, but is anything but that. Well- it was that I had just two questions which I was not able to answer.
And the set of the two questions were;
(1) Why some of the populaiton allow themselves to be controlled, it turns out to be as I've reasoned due to them being so pushed down as unique indivdual characters, that they are so unfathomabyly suggestible that they are just for clarity; drones when required.
And; (2) Whether the very blantantly obviously co-operating members of this circum fan of splattered shit. And it turns out that they are being paid. Fuck right.
https://mastodon.social/@onebigspacegoose
Something I'd written in QLD.
Just remember that ... WHY THE FUCK DID YOU READ AN ENTIRE TEXT BOOK ON HOW TO CONSTRUCT SHIPS WAY, WAY, WAY BACK WHEN!? -- I'd intended for it from the day that I was struck with the inspiration for its authoring; solely for the purpose or intent and wish to elaborate on my method to allow one (that is, any suitable member of the living) to - essentially, as I'd always explained it most commonly is to become reacquainted with their true 'self'. This identity and knowledge and understanding of any of a species of the sentient and otherwise meeting the criteria for which such a 'rehabilitation' facility would be of immeasurable and utmost invaluable use, in from what I've come to determine from my experiences in through my life at-least. And I've been through a fuck tonne. But it is as if all of my life had been almost so very diligently undertaken and in such a way that it almost seems to bear some very precise unfolding according to a very sophisticated or intelligent agenda. As such. Notwithstanding, this knowledge, the knowledge that any individual chosed at random holds of their 'inner' or intrinsic and inherent 'self' is from my observation and experience, concerningly infrequently met with and possessed by very few and far between members of the human genus. As I prefer to classify our spp. in a taxonomic detailing... Well, a major issue which I have come to realise and then also extrapolate throughout the remainder of the pursuits of interest and whatever, etc. I speak of that which brings a person joy and purpose and excitement and of course love and passion which is requisite for the granting or enabling of success and competence and usefulness and practical aptitude in whatever. Don't drink the bong water. Haha. Or whatever. Do whatever you feel is right. LOL. Okay, well my most identifiable or most lucid and foremost observation and concerning one at that to lead me to come to bring myself to develop such a method to bring about this EXTREMELY NEEDED, so much so that without it we spiral into the madness which we witness all throughout the world in this "modern" day... Heh. "Everybody rushing but getting nowhere." is a lyric from an absolutely wonderful track which I very much enjoy by the musical group Osibisa and off of their album Woyaya. Okay so back to describing what comes to my mind first when bringing my reason for the providing of this Book, and system for the allowing of a person to know the Person. Well - I am VERY well versed in the field of medical research and science. I've had friends whom know me well enough in-fact question me of my advice and opinion on the best treatment for the illnesses and diseases which are caused by the "vaccine." Yes. I certainly have my ideas and I've barely even made much of a involved inquiry and analysis into the matter. Although selegiline and as-well as methamphetamine certainly would hold as being very useful and certainly major chemical agents which display promise in the treating and healing of the majority of the health adversities which are of a direct result of the "vaccines." BUT YES; most doctors are "doctors" as unfortunate as it be. But this issue is not localised by field of enthusiasm. Not at all. Look at the shit which we've being produced today!? Compare 'Puff the Magic Dragon" with ... I don't know because I ... 'dropped out' as such. Y'know; Turn on, Tune in, Drop out. But say, 'The Wiggles'. See just what the fuck it is which I mean? It's plain to see. Mhm. Well out of, ... well over even two- or three-hundred doctors, I KNOW JUST TWO WHO ARE BOTH WELL-PROFICIENT AND actual doctors. The others I'd eventual simply assert to them "WHERE MAY I PURCHASE A COFFEE GRINDER!?" Or whatever seems appropriate otherwise for the situation. LOL. I have my reasons for knowing what it is that is the cause of this lacking in capability. Heh. H.S.T. was known and recorded with having stated this phrase; "When the going gets weird, the weird turns pro." And it's formidable, yes. Eugh. Well here. Please do have a look at my website and the Book which I speak of in through this email message. It will be MUCH more as I'd intended on it being, a treatise of all encompassing scope in the fields in which I hold passion and love and knowledge, experience and wisdom to provide to our genus. It will contain my idea and practical means of a viable, able and capable, useful and practical and useable, workable and as-well as of course feasible and in no way a whimsical nonsensical deluded theoretical conception which I was remarkably close to having completed the theoretical basis of during the close of 2012. Amongst many other technologies... See a patent I'd filed in 2012, also. It is in the field of interest area that is, thermodynamics. Crazy world. At present. My website! https://executingreality.com/ And the Book to which I refer to through the body of this email message. PDF: https://executingreality.com/pdfs/TheNOTES/NOTES.pdf EPUB: https://executingreality.com/epubs/TheNOTES/NOTES.epub TXT: https://executingreality.com/txts/TheNOTES/NOTES.txt And the front cover... It is in-fact of a stret sign which I'd pass along a walk I'd complete most days ... totally trashed on gear ... HAHA. It was 6.8km in total distance one way and yes, this sign I'd pass along this route. You see ... THERE WAS A FUCKING SPECTACULAR VIEW AT ITS END. Of a very surreal appearing lake. Or yes. Go to go! Enjoy! Kind regards, Christopher Csatlos -- I'd not know what I now know if it weren't for some reason. Skip Melbourne. -- It seems to me to be be very precise a phrasing by the musical artist Alanis Morissette, or the co-venturing of space-time member of our society that her expression and ascribed feeling in its use when she sings "I am green but I am wise." It is that it's not such a complicated matter to realise the sanity which underlays it. Though, as I've noted elsewhere in my writings, times are undeniably weird. I have a odd suspicion that HST in-fact lives at the present time in Adelaide. You must decide to what degree I state this claim as being truthful. But I swear I saw him. Irrespective of this I had in the year of 2012 formed the fundamental and essentially completed theoretical basis for the description of the architecture and operation of a- what I'd coined as being a GPD. For the sake of being forward and not to litter this with unnecessary jargon, it functions by claiming and repurposing the mechanical energy within a structure - thus the kinetic movement - which is a pinnacle aspect which describes the means through and by which all of the energy transfers all across the universe in which we've been given the allowance to experience reality as sentient beings. Well TGV is the acronym by which I'd always kept easy cognitive recollection of this identification of the relationship which is existent without the slightest doubt to my best educated and proficient determination though rational analysis and comprehension and acknowledgment of the natural processes which are the foundation of the very happening of this interaction of the physical reality. It's a physical. Or the stark converse is IDENTICALLY true. But I'd known this for the most long period of time now. It reminds me of an identification I'd connected between life ... I just wish to make a note here that due to what is occurring in the fucking universe at this moment, difficulty is no stranger to my life. -- To bring about a state of living throughout and all across of the planet where we came to be. It is so fucking normal, guys ... That I have in-fact been hinted at the truth of its unprecedented extent of sanity in lifestyle practices and world function and operation and organisation and construction and all of everything else also. That it is, well; going to leave us in such a fucking splendid way of life that even the heavily deluded affected folk will following having experienced the, just what a life this can be free of unfounded in any sane and in logical correlation to this New Way, which is of course the only fucking manner by which any of our living philosophical underpinning which forms our conduct throughout our voyages through time and across space. I can state that what will be in the near future which is hi just begun to appear over the perimeter of the new horizon is a Way of Life of Total Adherence to Natural Ideal and Philosophy. A State of Sanity of such sensibility that it will leave most of un-expecting citizens in giddy surprised and perplexing astonishment. .... --------------------------------------------------------