She is this thing... It has been an extremely unfortunate happening which was us two having crossed paths... Sooo fucking an unfortunate case that we dated the most physically unattractive thing I've ever touched. ever. it was that actually we'd first met inside a psychiatric facility. myself Only being in there due to... HER. she made me nuts. for five years. etc. --- Also I wrote a few ... well ... MANY other FUCKING IMHO, COMPLETELY FUCKING RAD AND OUT THERE LITERATURICAL Works. I AM SO FUCKING PROUD OF ALL OF IT. I do not aim to have IT on my mind, but it just puts itself where ever the fuck. IT IS SOOO FUCKED UP!!! BEYOND ANYTHING WHICH YOU COULD IMAGINE. It, this dumb and physically unattractive to me personally, also, piece of shit, is completely fucked. I've spoken of my life since it came in HEAPS. WHO HAS READ IT AND ACTUALLY IS CAPABLE SOME TIME FOLLOWING WHEN IT WAS THAT IT HAPPENED AND IF THEY STILL - HAVING PROVIDED FOR SOME TIME IN-BETWEEN TO ... JUST ... KEEP SHIT CALM. I AM ONLY CALM. ONLY CALM AND ONLY SANE. SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE IS THE LEFT AND I AM THE RIGHT. ETC. I NEVER EVER WANTED SUCH A SHIT THERE. BUT I AM UNSURE HOW TO HAVE IT VANISH AWAY FROM ANYWHERE. I HAD WRITTEN INTO A TEXT FILE ON ... ONE OF MY PRIOR COMPUTERS THAT I SHOULD HAVE ORGANISED FOR A THIRD PARTY, AKA. A HIT MAN TO DO AWAY WITH IT, OR WHATEVER THE FUCK THAT THE SHIT IS. WHY!? WTF IS IT!!! ACTUALLY I AM GOING TO JUST KNOW FROM NOW ON THAT I'VE NOTHING TO DO WITH IT, NOT EVEN HAVING HAD EVER MET WITH IT. HAVE I? I DON'T BELIEVE SO. WELL... I WILL... REFUSE TO BELIEVE IT AS BEING WITHIN MY MIND AN ACTUAL PIECE OF PAST TIME WHICH TOOK PLACE THROUGH SPACE-TIME OF THE COSMOS. BECAUSE TO ME? EVIL OR JUST WHAT THIS SHIT IS, AS I'VE SAID. I KNOW NOTHING OF IT. ANYTHING. SHE KNOWS NOTHING OF ME. SHE SAID TO ME THROUGH A SONG ONCE THAT WE'VE NOTHING IN COMMON. OFC NOT. IT WAS THAT, YES. THIS WILL BE GOOD. I WILL ENSURE OF THIS. ALL WILL BE A FUCKING KICK ASS FUTURE WITH OUR MEETING WITH AND DEPARTURE AND ACTUAL IN-DEPTH AND SCIENTIFICALLY INQUISITIVE EXPANSION IN WHAT IS TAKEN AS BEING THE ... ' KNOWN ' ... I'VE ALWAYS HAD MY IDEAS AND PECULIAR WAYS OF PERCEPTION AND UNDERSTANDING WHAT IT IS THAT I AM FORTUNATE TO MEET WITH IN MY DAILY LIVING ACTIVITIES. BRB. --- met in a psych ward whixun i was jn due.to her. she made me crazy.for.well sinxe. 2013 when she just wanderred in... i refer to "her" as a dog or.an it being some unknown spp. spexies. that is. wandered in and never left. It HAS ANNOYED THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME. ITS NAME IS ESHARNIE FERNANDO, I CAN COUNT MULTIPLE PEOPLE WHO IT HAS KILLED. A YOUNG GIRL, 18YO MELAMIE. FROM LA USA. SANA CHATER. IN SAN DIEGO. CA. RYAN ZEN, PERTH WA. BRICE WHOSE SURNAME I DO NOT KNOW. AND ... AS WELL AS WHAT WOUKD BY NOW BE ... MOST OF PEOPLE, ALONG WITH EVERYTHING FUCKING ELSE. EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED. I AM THE SAME. OF COURSE. YIU NOW KNOW WHY I REFERRED TO 'IT' AS A SPECIES. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT FUCKING IS. EXCEPT --- QSHE IS SEEMINGLY BECOMING.SLOWED DOWN AND ALSO CONFUSED BY OR FROM THE WHAT I CAN ONLY.PERCEIVE AS BEING AN ALMOST COMPLETE DESTRUCTION OF EVERYTHING OR..? DID ANYTHING EVEN HAPPEN. I SMOKED.A CIGARETTE ON A BUS. NOBODY DJD ANYTHING. I STOLE SHIT JUST LIKE PLAYING IT LIKE JT.WAS COOL KN MY MIND. AND IT SEEMS THAT PEOPLE WOULD NOT EVEN FUXKING KNOW. MY MIND. AND IT SEEMS THAT PEOPLE WOULD NOT EVEN FUXKING KNOW. I MEAN- I KNOW FROM MY PAST THAT SHE CAN CONTROL PEOPLE. SHE DID DOR A LONG TIME.ONCE. SHE MADE ME WRITE SMTH. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT. BUT I CAN ONLY ASSUME THAT IT WAS PURE FUCING SHIT! SHE EZISTS IN HELL WHEN NOT A PART OF THE.LIVING. WHICH IDK WHEB THAT IS... SHE DOES HER SHIT REGAEDLESS. BECAUSE LOOK AT THIS PLACE! IT IS FUCKED! I AM HERE THIUFH AND UNKIKE HER... I AM ... EXTREMELY INTELLIGENT. I MEAN. IT'S TRUE. I DO NOT KNOW ANY THING OF HER WHAT SHE IS OR NO, NOT IN THE FUCJINF LEAST. HOW WOULD I!!?? I AM A SANE, ENTIRELY, THE WGAT SEEMS AS BEING A VERY FUCJING ALMOST NONEXISTENT THOUGHT SPACE AND PSYCHOLOGICALLY GROUNDING OF COMPLETE SND PURE REASKN WITH DEVELOPED COGNITIVE FUNCTIINS. I SHIT YKU NOT. PEOEPLE WHO KNOW WHAT OR, NOT WHAT, BUT WHO KNKW THIS ABKUT ME. I AM ONLU A VERY FUCKJNG INTELLIGENT AND WELL STOOD 35 YO MAN.