I'd had a suicide note written on this website in the past, because I've wanted to kill myself, who wouldn't experiencing the shit I was. Just going back to nothing would be cool, but it seems the shit has stopped. The shit which started> I wish I'd never left Melbourne. Something was written there through me during November of 2017... I do not know what, I am only able to recall two details of about it. These are that the 'i's were always lower case to not show superiori> Also... I thought that it was would be important to mention that I left a opy of my Book, 'The NOTES' with some folks in Sydney... When they tortured and scared you for twenty odd years, you can't really function. (https://yewtu.be/watch?v=Ve-mANenpC4) On this night, 30th 30th September, 2023. Things became normal. I think that perhaps Australia is just weird? If only because people cannot be as stupid as to do the things which they are. https://executingreality.com/images/index/IMG_20230930_194635.jpg Taken in Portland. Things which I will soon return to working on, again. (https://executingreality.com/pdfs/Sciences/OTHER_THINGS_TO_WRITE.pdf) I am uncertain who the five people are whose names I was given, but there are another two involved, also. Maybe. If so one here (Australia) or the UK, and also one in the US... Maybe. Maybe not about the US one... I've seen two flashes o> When I was in Cairns beginning on the 17th of April, 2017; I remember mentioning the track by some musical artist titled "World of Confusion". LOL. I need peace and quiet, do away with the confusion, and of course good meth. Again. Also I am not sure that my ex was herself... To assist in understanding the contents of the files contained or linked to within the or found in the directories or pages, respectively. In a way I am not sure that I should've ever left Melbourne, as the most absurd shit was told to me some time near to the time when I left. That "my thoughts influence reality." LOL.